After getting all of my medical records from the hospital to show the Chiropractor, I went home and started checking them out. I have an idea of what a spine is supposed to look like but I wasn’t too sure exactly what I was looking for. I did have fun finding the protruding disc though. FOUND IT! Not a problem! I also thought my back looked… erm, decrepit in some spots.
After that, I actually read every bit of the reports. I found it so interesting that before my injections, they don’t even mention arthritis and after the injections, now I have it from L3-S1. And S1 on the MRI does look quite gangly compared to the ones that are higher up. If I knew I’d get worse from the injections, I would have refused.
Also, in one of the reports it says I have Schmorl’s nodes. I had to look that up. I have never heard of that. It made me think of smores roasting over a camp fire. Anyway, I looked that up and it’s basically (from what I am getting from around the web) where the disc protrudes into the vertebrae. They are “vertical disc herniations”. Ouches!
I took this to the chiropractor since I stopped seeing Dr Quacky. The chiropractor is really good. I no longer feel like I have a rock under my spine when I lay down. Granted, my pain isn’t gone but it is tolerable half the time now.
Also, he was looking over all the MRI and the X-rays and he said he had to disagree with the “No nerve impingement”. They claim I don’t have a pinched nerve. He thinks I do which explains the pissing myself. at least now I don’t have someone acting like they have no idea why I am having pain and issues. He did say the pain won’t ever go away but we can make it something I can live with. He did!
The first treatment he slathered my back with BIOFREEZE. Holy burning eyes, menthol-man! That stuff is AWESOME! After he straightened out my pelvic bone (funny how that makes it feel like rocks under your spine) I was actually feeling quite human. The pain was still… well, pain, but I didn’t want to curl up and vomit from the pain. In fact, it’s been pretty okay. Sure, my back is killing me. But this is a level of killing me I can handle.
I have come to terms with the fact that I will never be pain-free. I am also slowly accepting the fact that I really will not ever go to work again. But at least I won’t be in agony all the time. I’ll take that!